PS: Life

Change. Spice. Variety ... Something we have evolved with, toward. Something we relish. We fear and crave it. What is it that we really fear though. I think it is the unknown. The fear of what we know naught is the most frightening and yet when we do know it, it becomes dull and boring - nothing like the exciting and heart pounding fear and excitement we once felt toward it. Time blurs the boundaries and speeds us away in a different direction in different swathes of experience. The memories never go away but the feeling itself becomes a fading, distant reflection of the emotion that held sway once. Nothing would change that distant feeling yet maybe if we try to hold on to it we can stop the colours from running and blurring into a has been. ... but then to know something, we have to have felt it and to fear it again we have to forget - but then how do we know change if we have nothing to compare it to! Maybe that's the point, change is not one thing but many things, an everchanging, undefined abstractness that we yearn to discover and when we do - it changes ...